ok....so i think i'm at the crux....(or so i hope).

i think something will happen tomorrow. i think my wish will come true.

i'm trying not to be excited...since it's all just made up so far......but it's hard when the clues point THERE....and i REALLY REALLY want for it to be THERE!!!!

if it happens....that will be scarier than if it doesn't....aka i'm used to sad....happy scares me *shrugs*

anyhow....cross your fingers for me....*does the same*